Why does God hate me so
much?
People say God loves us so much he gave his only
son.
I believe now he hates us and is punishing us
for the things that have happened over the years.
I know for a fact that God hates me, and wants
me to suffer.
No matter what I do he hates me and is trying to
break me.
I can pray all I want, follow his teachings, try to be the best person I can; but he still punishes me and gives joy to the wicked.
What can I do to get God to stop hating me so
much that he lets the evil people hurt me?
How can you keep your faith when the one you
pray to hates you?
If he is all powerful, all knowing then this is
his plan: it is to punish me and there is nothing I can do to make my life turn
for the better.
I cannot handle it when people say just keep
your faith, he will work things out in time or this is just his plan to make you
stronger, when I believe he hates me so much.
Why do I have to become stronger, why do I have
to learn from my pain and suffering?
What if I do not want to learn, or want to be a
tool to spread God's message.
What if I just want to live my life?
Why do I have to do the right thing and suffer
because of it?
Why do I have to watch the evil people prosper
and I lose everything?
Why do I have to be the bigger person and stay
on the right path while the evil ones do whatever they want to destroy me and
he does nothing to punish them?
I am so tired of taking the high road, doing
what is right, keeping my faith, looking to the light, because nothing good is
coming out of any of the things I am doing.
I am only getting heartache, pain, loss,
suffering, everything bad for my hard work, faith, praying, staying on the
right path, believing in him.
How can I believe when I do not see any light,
only darkness and despair?
All I received was bad things for my faith, good
deeds, telling the truth, being the bigger person, working hard etc.
How can people still say God loves me?
I know life could be so much worse; but it can
also be so much better.
God is taking the things I have worked so hard
for, things I love, even my freedom, so why should I keep praying when I only
get the bad things?
Why does God hate me so much?
